labeling myself: An Outsider

Since being in college, especially taking liberal art classes I have learned one thing, I am an outsider. College campuses, and the world are starting to spew hatred on Christians.  

I find it difficult to participate in class discussions, in fear of being laughed at or marked as a bigot or an idiot for believing in what I believe. In a world that tells you to find a voice, and to advocate for yourself I see that they aren't talking to the Christians, nor the Republicans of this country. Why don't I have the same privilege as left? Why am I not accepted? 

More importantly, why is this okay? To feel like I need to lessen myself on the account of being accepted by my classmates, friends and coworkers? I feel like I am living in fear of conviction of being myself. This is wrong in a society that wants complete and utter freedom among the masses of people, but yet I find myself becoming a minority. 

Today August 31st, 2015, I was laughed at in class when asking a serious question in a discussion in class. When all I said was: Though the constitution does not say what deity they believe in, when you read it, and are of Christian value, wouldn't you say that the constitution goes along with those of Christian value? People scoffed and rolled their eyes, when I was trying to learn in a class setting and participate on the question of: What values do you see in the Constitution of the United States? 

At that moment it made me not want to talk in class ever again, in fear of being attacked through other discussions, or in fear of offending anyone. I have to silence my voice because I am not accepted. 

Also, on this day as well I was told I was not going to be the new appointed Public Relations Chair of Western's Student Government Association. The person that got it, father is head of Student Affairs, best friends with the current Public Relations Director best friend. What am I suppose to do without those kind of connections? What am I suppose to do without those kind of connections even though I am more than qualified to hold this position. The student that got it over me isn't even a PR major like I am. 

Life is full of politicking, and I got my second or third taste in this matter. Now I realize I have to work ten times harder than other people because I am not privileged, I am not connected, and I am an outspoken Christian republican living in a liberal filled world - or at least inside our SGA.

My mom told me: "You need to advocate for yourself, no one else will." And this saying is so true, because if I keep living the life taking the back burner, living in fear, what do I accomplish? Nothing. I need to keep reminding myself, I am my own biggest fan, advocate and I need to believe in myself the way God does. Politicking, being labeled different, or an outsider can be a disadvantage, if I allow it to be.

From this day forward, I will let this lesson, this anger fuel me with inspiration to make sure no one feels the same way I do. No one feels like their voice doesn't matter, because it does. Your life matters, your views matter. Because at the end of the day, I will be stronger, and I will be wiser because I have to work for everything in life. This is what sets me apart from my competition. I will thrive, and I will survive. 

-M  

Story Time

I wanted to share on how I grew into my love of politics with you all.

Well, I can start off with saying it came at a very early age. I think my first political activism was in the third grade when we had to write persuasive papers. Everyone in my class was writing about how they wanted puppies, and how their parents should quit smoking. Not I. I wrote about how abortions should be illegal, in all sectors.

Now I know what you're thinking, this girl is lying, the third grade? I was informed as a child. I woke up with my mother and watched the news, listened to talk radio in the mornings as she drove me to school.

I tried to understand as much as I could as a young child, but I knew at a very early stage that I swung with the Republican parties. Yes maybe my mom influenced me, but my dad was a democrat. So I saw both sides.

Throughout middle school I was kicked out of my history and government classes because I didn't agree with the teachers because they would try to impose their own beliefs into our lessons. In eighth grade I was kicked out of my government class so many times that he would just send me to the principle's office. Though he called for a student discussion he didn't want to hear the research and the ideas I had because it didn't concur with his. It wasn't fair and it wasn't just.  At that moment I knew it was going to be like that my whole life believing what I believed.

Fast forward through high school to college..... My political beliefs were tested. So many political, social and moral things have happened since being 18 years old. So many professors swearing up and down that Republicans are evil and horrible humans. I began to think, wow am I horrible for believing in God? Am I horrible for believing America is great? Am I evil for thinking life is important?

Those ideas were shot down after I realized how crazy I sounded. Like why would I question myself? Why would I question something that I believed in for so long?

I became more confident in my ideas and morals as my sophomore year rolled around, and now with all the events of this past spring and summer... I think it's safe to say I am a sound individual who loves liberty, freedom and equality. But now I know when to speak and when not to speak on those topics and when to be strong and test the waters I'm in.

With this very ideas, is why I started my blog. An outlet to be free and to be myself. It is important to have a creative outlet and important to be confident in yourself. Being a republican and being sound in that choice is being celebrated with every post to this blog of mine.

-M

I'm not betraying my own kind

I live in the day and age where feminism is very in vogue. Feminism now means allowing our sexuality be visible, dressing the way we want, acting the way we want and demanding equal pay. As a woman, who lives on the more conservative side of life, I don't believe in the definition of feminism created in 2015.

According to Google, feminism means: the advocacy of women's rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men. 

Miley Cyrus is not a feminist, she is the opposite. Caitlyn Jenner isn't a woman, he will never be a woman - but yet people clump Caitlyn in the feminist movement. What does this mean for the next generations to come? Allowing women to prance around naked and taking whips to mens back because it shows are confident and powerful to men? I hope not. 

The more radical feminists actively seek to overthrow any form of male dominance in society, to the point of opposing the biblical forms of marriage, defending abortion on demand, and promoting lesbianism. Radical feminists deny there is any difference between men and women, teaching that any noticable differences between the sexes are due solely to social conditioning. - Hence why I refuse to shop at target anymore, they are making women's clothing more open to men who seek to dress as women. I am not okay with potentially buying, on accident, gender "friendly" clothing. 

My sorority recently got mad at me because I said I was anti Feminist. I do not believe in the pop-culture way of feminism. 

I believe in the Bible. And the feminist movements call upon rebellious behavior against the roles God gave to us, the movement now is to reserve the roles of mankind, and make it anew. Before pop culture, the feminist movement was a positive movement, something I would've supported. It was created to give women god-given rights, and equality to men, now it is to tear down any social norm, and biblical belief that Christians practice today. 

Here are some Bible verses that should remind you, we are all equal in God's eyes:
1. “There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus” Galatians 3:28 
2. “For everything in the world—the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does—comes not from the Father but from the world” 1 John 2:16 (Feminism is a false lust, it will not bring you power, it will not bring you pride) 
3. Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 16:18 

With the word of God, I am constantly reminded that I am equal to my brothers in Christ. I am worthy of God, and that I do not need to fall into the sinful ways that is feminism in 2015. I am equal with voting, I am equal if I perceive myself as an equal. I do not need to say I am a feminist to my sorority sisters because they do not see what I see in the world. And that's okay. They do not understand the biblical means of being a woman. And that's okay too.

I do not have to please anyone with my beliefs, except myself and God because he is the ultimate judging factor in my life. And if I believe that the Husband is suppose to be the head of the household, the provider to the family, and that he is suppose to help me in my spiritual walk with God, then that's more than okay in my eyes. 

Women stand up for the traditions of God, and the beliefs of your own. You do not have to fall in fear of trying to be equal. Equality is given to us in heaven. God loves us all the same. And to me, that is ENOUGH. 

-M

Life, Liberty, and Property - or the Pursuit of Happiness

The title above was quoted by Edmund Burke, a past time philosopher of Western Political Theory.

Burke is known as the founding father of conservatism. But it wasn't the conservatism that we know and think of in this generation. In his time of philosophy it meant valuing tradition, and preserving mankind.

When I think of his words, I feel connected to them. America isn't what the founding fathers wanted it to be, the American dream is crumbling - as socialism rises.

Tradition, is and will be something that should be valued by all us Americans. We celebrate the fourth of July, we celebrate anything worth a happy or dominate memory. Tradition is crumbling my friends, and life liberty and property will soon be shattered. the pursuit of happiness is becoming the main central force of American culture. We celebrate diversity, we cry together, we fight together.

Lately, Washington has been making sure we don't honor tradition. We don't elect statesmen that honor what the citizens want anymore, we elect career politicians who want to put their best interest in our way of life. If Burke could see what America is like now, (even though he was across the pond) he would say we are doing American a dis-justice.

There is only one thing I disagree with Burke on, and it is that we should not avoid revolutions. America needed a couple in the past, and we need one now. We have let the career politicians, the immoral decide the fate of this country. And I for one, am sick of it.

I have to remind myself it could be worse, but America and the American dream is becoming a distant memory. People of my generation think going from $7.25 an hour minimum wage to $15.00 an hour at McDonalds is the American dream. NEWSFLASH it is not.

We need a new President, new leaders at the Capitol to restore tradition, and honor to the Red, White, and Blue. We need something to believe in again, because before we know it, We'll change our flag and our stripes to something that looks like socialism. And that scares me.

We aren't preserving, or thriving, we're becoming a country that wants everyone to be the same, but yet find diversity in it. Telling children it's okay to identify as someone else, robbing them of a childhood by handing them electronics instead of imaginary games and outdoor time. Telling people it's okay to mutilate the body God gave you, but the second you do, you're discriminated against because you can't find love with the gender you want. Is this a world you want to live in? Being confused, and violated and robbed of the core values of our Constitution and Bill of Rights?

I think as Americans, we need to step back, think long and hard about the upcoming elections and pick someone that preserves tradition, preserves mankind, and preserves honor. Because if we don't a negative revolution will take place, of something dark and evil. Instead of a revolution of life, liberty and pursuit of happiness - preserving our core values. Touching base on what makes us Americans.

-M

July, 30, 2014

On this date last year I got asked to be a girlfriend, I had no clue where this relationship would take me.

I fell in love by the second week of dating him, he told me he loved me the third week. Yes it was fast but they say when you know, you know.

We spent 11 months together, but it felt like a lifetime. We went through a lot together; we fought, we made up, experienced tragedy, two winter storms, happy times, and a lot of parties. By the end of April he pearled me (in my sorority when a boy is serious about you he pearl's you, kinda like a promise ring).

In my mind I kept thinking this is the one, the man I want to spend my life with. The one I want to continue making life experiences with.

Little did I know when I got home from college in May that long distance and politics would get in between my goals and love for him.

When my future became apparent and what I set my mind to, I obviously consulted to him to see if his future matched mine. And it didn't. As the political announcements started to happen, politics became a huge central force in fights. Neither one of us wanted to compromise what we believed in, but you can't not talk about current events when they're going to affect both of your futures. He wants to work in a bank and stay close to Nashville. However I want to travel and explore and move far away and work in politics. There was problem number one.

Problem number two, we both believed in God, but different ideas of the Bible. I am a southern baptist, he is a methodist - well kinda. He didn't want to marry in my church. And me being stubborn, I didn't want to change what I wanted.

Problem number three was how we both wanted different styled families. He wanted one child, two at the most. I wanted two of my own, and opened my home for foster children and potentially adoption. He didn't want that.

Some couples can make it past all these problems, but to me they are big problems. I sat there and prayed and prayed that things would change and that God would show me clarity on my future with him. And God spoke. We broke up on June, 26, 2015.

It's funny how beautiful things can be put into your life, make you so extremely happy, but then so extremely confused and hurt because the one person you wanted, doesn't want the same thing. Life has a funny way of making things happen for you.

It's been one month since the break up, and I told myself I wasn't going to blog about it anymore, but there is just so much on my mind and so many things other women can learn from my story.

1. Never settle your dreams for a man
2. Never let him feel like you are less than beautiful
3. Speak up because your life matters
4. Don't feel bad about who YOU are
5. Praying does help when you need clarity
6. YOU are important
7. Don't change on the account of finding love
8. Men are temporary, but girlfriends and family are forever
9. Don't ignore your gut feeling
10. Being happy is never selfish

These 10 things are what I've learned when I went back and reflected on the past year of my life. He will always hold a place in my heart for how he made me fall in love, but he won't be the one for me.

You have your first love, which makes you feel over the moon and like you have the world in your hands. Then you have your second love, and that just magnifies everything, intensely. I can't wait to find a third love that will make me feel beautiful, more of a woman like my life isn't complete without him experiencing life with me. - But it is important for women to remember to love yourself, because that is the greatest romance you will experience in life. Being happy in your skin, with your heart on your sleeve. Let yourself fall madly in love with your soul that you are your greatest love story. That is where I am in life, finding my love story within me.

Until then, this will be my last blog about boys, about break up's. I am 20 years old and have a whole life to live, and I am not going to let a man define me and my dreams. I have so much life to live, and so many experience yet to be explored. I am ready for the next chapter in my life.

-M

The origins of: The Elephant in the Room

I took this saying: "the elephant in the room" and made it into my own. The origins of the saying means that people, when having a conversation are ignoring a problem, or conflict, that stands out in a major way.

I decided to make my blog title the phrase because I feel there aren't enough women blogging about their political beliefs, or life experiences. There are plenty of college women blogging about break-ups, sororities, etc. Heck I wrote about a break up - I am a girl after all. And when we get older, out of the college phase of life women tend to blog about self help, cooking, or being a mother.

I wanted my blog to be about societal problems, my problems that no one is willing to address. So I am taking it into my hands and letting the world wide web know my opinions. Is everyone going to like them? No. Is everyone going to agree with me? Heck no. But that is what's wonderful about America, we have the first amendment that allows all of us bloggers share our stories and opinions.

But there is one thing that is an elephant in the room for me, is that, not all women are feminist. I am not one, and I can list all reasons why - but I'm sure I'll make that into a blog post later. But I do believe women should blog more about their political desires, beliefs and conspiracies. We have a right to do so. Am I terrified as a young woman doing this? Absolutely. I feel called to address these issues or conflicts because I don't see anyone else doing it.

I want to use my writing, my blog, my hopes and dreams to connect to people who feel the same way who want to say all of the things I'm writing and spark courage into their hearts. I feel called to lead, and I am passionate about writing and politics (if you don't believe me, ask any of my sorority sisters or family).

Politics is always going to be the "elephant in the room" with many conversations between people. I don't want it to be one for me. So that's why I started my blog, that's why I feel encouraged every day. Knowing I could impact someone, spark an idea or conversation between people. I can change someone's life by eliminating the elephant in the room.

-M

Stand with Rand 2016 - We have come to take our country back

Presidential Candidate Rand Paul (R) Kentucky

I had the honor to be present when Rand Paul was announcing his Candidacy in Louisville, Kentucky. I had never felt more moved by a speaker, I had literal chills when he was speaking of his plans. Rand Paul is not only a different kind of republican, he cares deeply on how to change America.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGfzoPQACPY

"We need to have working-class folks, we need to have people with earrings, nose rings, tattoos, ties, without ties, ponytails, no ponytails." - Rand Paul, to the New Republic 

The quote above is one of the many reasons why I love him. He gets the generation below him, he gets all forms of class, and he gets America. 

Many people tell me when they see my tattoos ask me, "aren't you scared you won't get a job in politics because of tattoos?" I always say, "if the country is as progressive as it says to be, tattoos are the least of my worries." About 40 percent of Millennials have a tattoo according to a Pew Research Center report. that's almost to half of my generation. And Paul supports that, which is pretty cool. 

Another reason to love Paul is that he values privacy. With debating and researching everything going on with National Security Agency. Ask any Millennial, we value our privacy, we enjoy knowing the government isn't spying on us. NSA shouldn't have the right to go through and collect cellphone data, unless they have probable cause. A police cant search your car or home without a warrant and suspension that you are up to no good, so NSA should be held to that standard, or not be able to function at all. 

He believes in the constitution, which I believe many politicians forget thats the backbone of our country. Without it, we wouldn't be here. 

Though his father was a politician, he grew up to be something else, an eye surgeon. He didn't go into politics, didn't become engulfed with lobbyists, big corporations, to make a career out of being a politician. HE is a surgeon first, Senator second, President of these United States next. He does what's right, not by what's right in the party. He calls everyone out, he truly wants our country to be better. Who wouldn't want a man who loves America so much that he isn't scared of the Washington Machine, and to hurt other people's feelings? 

Rand Paul speaking in an interview about his nonprofit surgeries 

I agree with him on how we should have terms for congressmen and women. The reason being because the President has two terms, why not give congress set terms too? Too many people become career politicians, they lose sight on what makes us great, and helping people. He proposed "Read the Bill Act" where congress will actually read the bills before voting, so they are educated on what they're doing to our country.

His economic reform is called: Economic Freedom Zones.
What exactly is that? -- Areas of reduced taxes, which are different than a government stimulus. Reducing taxes in economically depressed areas is a stimulus that will work because the money is returned to businesses and individuals who have already proven that they can succeed.
(link is embedded to check out all of the information on the Economic Freedom Zone) 

Rand Paul speaks from the heart, with the influence of his wisdom and experiences. He is what we need for our country. He will not only change the republican party, he will change America. 

I will stand with Rand as he goes through this next election season. Vote Rand Paul in 2016. 

-M